Sanctus,, Brother,, sorry for not replying sooner I have meant to on a few occasions but? I hope its God's timing that I have not. I want you to know I have your intentions in my heart and I am planning to go to St Therese in a very special way to implore her to help you.. Stay strong friend
Thank you Quis ut Deus, I appreciate your prayers. Going through a difficult night at the moment but hoping it will pass. I have also started going on my knees and praying asking God for help so perhaps I am gaining some humility.
I really hope it is only a dark period I am going through. The feeling of being lost can be very strong at times. Continuing to pray.
You know Peter sometimes Therese answers me in lightning speed that it knocks me over I received a letter from a friend as I was typing my first post I changed the name to yours.. Therese has your back bro.. Letter below Hey God. Hey John. Cure Peter. GOD.. NO WHY? GOD :There's nothing to cure Me:? What GOD : Peter isn't broken he isn't sick he is just singing a beautiful song with lyrics that are foreign to you. ME :Sometimes I don't understand what song Peter is singing. GOD :That's OK forget the lyrics just sit back and enjoy the tune. Me: I don't like to see him in pain and struggling. GOD :All flowers struggle just before they bloom ME: if you don't cure Peter what will you do GOD:I will have you help me cure something else ME:What's that Lord GOD :Ignorance. GOD BLESS YOU PETER.
I feel as though I am losing my mind. Trusting in the last message from QuD. Feel as though I have become very unwell. I hope I will get better. Lockdown and a collection of other things brought me to this state. Jesus, please help me to get well.
Praying for you Peter! I hope it is a case of darkest before dawn. I so wish and pray you had a good priest there to anoint and pray over you!!!!
Sanctus....I wish I could come where you are and take you out for a very long vigorous walk!! I mean.... you would be sooo tired out that you couldn't think of anything else!!! Achy muscles clear the mind!! It works for me!!! Edit .... We would say a couple rosaries on the way of course!!
More prayers for you. If it's any consolation, I am rather resilient, yet "stuff" has taken a toll on me too. I'm turning in for sleep 1 and 1/2 hours earlier than my normal the past three nights.
...that I should know how to speak a word in season to him who is weary. ~ Isaiah 50: 4 Jesus is the Master of that knowing. Whatever the season, He knows the word we seek. And when our spirits have bent low enough to His lips, He will whisper them to our hearts. And the seas will calm.
Thanks Seagrace. Going through heavy trials at the moment, but they say that God works everything out for the better for those who love Him, and I am trying to love God and have been for quite a while.
Saint Teresa of Avila — 'Let nothing perturb you, nothing frighten you. All things pass. God does not change. Patience achieves everything.' Jesus, I trust in You!
Sanctus i am keeping you in my prayers daily and brought your situation up to the Lord at adoration this morning. Praying!!!
