Dear Friends, please pray for me. I seem to have a mind fog. I know I am not sleep deprived, as I have been going earlier to bed. I know I am not sick, but I had not been taking my vitamins and now I have started. I have been procrastinating a lot on some things and now it feels like D-DAY! My step-mother died, who I was not close to, but I am the person in charge of everything and I have had to handle all the traveling and bringing her ashes back home, paperwork, phone calls Social Security etc. and the running the kids around and now I am feeling like my kids are being deprived (of what?) regarding homeschooling (I've been doing it for 18 years). Advent and Christmas coming up and we changed Churches last week (the 'administrator told us to stay where we were and I told him it was none of his business where we went to church...) I am trying to stay within the presence of God. I have just discovered the book , FATHER OF ALL MANKIND which is an approved apparition of God the Father by Mother Eugenia. It is all so big and I see that NOTHING MATTERS. NOTHING---BUT GOD. I want to light all this paperwork on fire! I want to throw all my clothes and dusty furniture out the window! My heart is heavy because I know that the Will of God will never take me where the Grace of God will not protect me...but I am tired and so very spoiled. I could be in Africa picking flies off of me and my children and I am not. I feel so grateful, and so small. Ok. I'm done complaining. Please say one hail Mary for me friends. ....I need it.
You put your big girl outfit on and cue up. It only lasts a moment really and then it's Christmas... You'll be fine. Breath, take a walk, smell a baby's neck... Christmas is coming... The Child is on His way! We are praying for you and nothing could be better!
I will pray through the night. I don't think its an accidnet, Marti, you feeling like this. I just feel the devil is very,very powerful at the moment, that a massive battle is going on in the heavens...
You REALLY mean big girl panties right Lee? LOL Went and treated myself to a blizzard at DQ...thank you all!
Prayers said and I will remember you in prayers tomorrow hopefully at Adoration .Sorry I spelled your name incorrectly on your birthday MS7.
Its amazing how good confession feels! Its like a cold drink of water when being very, very thirsty. I feel your prayers and appreciate your kindness! May you be doubly blessed.
