I felt "close " to Jesus in the suffering earlier but it seems to have faded away. Hopefully the peace will come again. It's a battle at times but will keep praying.
God looks at your will. That's all that matters. He doesn't look at your feelings. So if you feel hopeless and far from God, but you WANT to be close to Him, then God has you close to Him. Your desire to be close to Him, together with God's grace, is enough.
I trust you go to Adoration regularly? Are you familiar with the St Michael Chaplet? It invokes all 9 Choirs of Angels through the Hail Mary & Our Father. Don't forget to include Fasting, offering that along with your prayers.
Our Lady of Medjugorje’s May 25, 2026 Monthly Message for the World May 25, 2026 “Dear children, May this time be for you a time of prayer and fasting. Return, little children, in love to God Who is your peace. I am with you, little children, and I love you with my motherly tenderness. Thank you for having responded to my call.”
Medjugorje, Our Lady's Message on July 25, 2026 Given to Marija “Dear children! While darkness and peacelessness rule in many hearts, you, little children, be prayer and my extended hands of love. Little children, place the Sacred Scripture in a visible place in your family and read it, so that it may be an encouragement for you to conversion and a new life; because Satan is strong and seduces hearts. Your hearts, through my maternal Heart, I desire to commend to the Heart of my Son Jesus, so that He, the Risen One, may reign in you and joy may begin to reign in you and around you. Thank you for having responded to my call.” (With Ecclesiastical approval)
