Little Getsemani

Struggling with feelings of abandonment and that God is angry with me but asking for mercy. All seems very lost right now.

 

Praying for you tonight. I feel like the devil is gaslighting you. All is NOT lost. Say it out loud if you have to. All is NOT lost !Jesus I trust in you! Mary be mother to me now.

 

Thanks Ann. I keep saying "Jesus I love you, Jesus I love you " over again. I find that thanking Him constantly is a great remedy also when these horrible attacks come, or just thanking Him for everything is a great help.

 

Included you in my all my prayers today.

 

If u guys can say a little prayer for me,
I would be so grateful. Found out Thursday I have a blockage next to my heart, my blood pressure is so high.
I have a BP machine and it has come down with meds..still high but not 178 over 105 like it was in the Hospital.
Just need a prayer to find the right doctor..thank you.

 

Tonight Agnes! Prayers going up.

 

Thank you so much

 

Prayers for all.

I was reading about Fulton Sheen's last period in life when he was struggling with cardiac surgery and problems. He wrote about the great pain and at one it made me kind of catch my breath how much pain and suffering he was enduring. He writes of lying on his bad suffering in great pain. But it comes across so well that he stayed faithful in spite of all, one staggering step after another. That is all that matters really isn't it? That we keep on staggering forward. This with the knowledge that God's grace is sufficient for us.

Of course it is easy for me to write this as I am happy as Larry myself, although there have been times...##

But it does cause me to draw breath reading of other peoples sufferings but it is a great light to see how people like Fulton Sheen coped with it all.

 

Thank you Padraig. I will definitely pray for His canonization. I had no idea about his sufferings. I'm sure He will intercede for me, along with all my great Friends in Heaven.
I pray for all daily.

 

I am currently reading "Medjugorje: Triumph of the Heart" by Sister Emmanuel. It is very good. I downloaded it on Kindle. It's a real page turner.

 

Prayers today to Padre Pio.

 

Feeling under attack spiritually at the moment but hopefully it will pass. Have been doing well lately thank God. I'll keep thanking Him despite this dark phase.

 

You are very good and brave. More prayers tonight to Our Blessed Lady

 

Thanks Padraig. I've been trying to stay close to Mary as much as possible.

 

Streams break stones not through power but through persistance. Hang on in there.

 

Thanks Padraig!

 

Thank you...in the hospital being taken care of.. God is sooo good

 

Good news Agnes!

 

Thank you. I'm so grateful and I have the nicest roommate here...I definitely needed that too. God bless!

 

Experiencing very severe anxiety at the moment but reaching out to Jesus and Mary and trusting in their love and help.