John, Since I have no words of wisdom, think best thing is to raise you up in prayer tomorrow at Mass. Hang in there and know your brothers and sisters on this forum are praying for you. A Christian hymn followed by my favorite artist, Van, the Man
I'm sorry John. we share the same cross so I know. Hang in there. I was trying to post Van Morrison's "a closer walk with thee" song, but could not figure it out on this tablet. Anyway I'm sure you have heard it, and as the song says...Jesus is inviting you to walk closer with Him right now. Not easy I know and not what you want to hear. Just hang in there my brother in Christ and trust!