It's okay not to believe is what I say. I have more dreams from demons, and know they are not to lead me towards holiness, but are of confusion. Dream: I was standing somewhere in heaven looking out on the earth, it was a black demonic ball of darkness. Two months ago, I think. Edit
Ernie, find a Roman Catholic person. Ask them to please get a blessed Miraculous Medal for you . Wear it day and night around your neck. You do not want demons anywhere near you. And the Miraculous Medal should drive them away and you can be left in peace. This is how Jesus wants it. Here is an exorcism prayer for you Ernie. Saint Michael, Holy Arch Angel. Defend Ernie in the day of battle. Be Ernie's safeguard against the wickedness and snares of the demons. May God rebuke satan and all the wicked demons, we humbly pray. And do thou, Michael, Prince of the Heavenly Host. By the power of God. Cast satan down to hell and with him, all his wicked demons, Who wander through the world seeking the ruin of Ernie's soul. Amen.
I was looking at a tree next to where I used to live at a bird in a tree, I was speaking to the bird inside my car with love on my lips, next thing that happen, I could feel the bird inside me, as it jumped from branch to branch I could feels it's feathers flutter in me, and as it touch the branch. This was no dream, I really felt it.
Ernie, according to your post, you had the tree inside you as well as the bird. How does that work. LOL. Check the palms of your hands. You might see hair growing in them. If you do; make an appointment with a qualified medical doctor fairly soon. Before that bird starts to breed, or you will have more than one bird in your hand by spring.
I mean the bird was inside me, not the tree, I did feel the branches as if I were the bird stepped on the branch.
I have lots things around me neck including the rosary, it's not there for decoration, as I learned the hard way.
Ernie, may i ask, what does your wife think of your mysticism, it can sometimes be difficult for a spouse if their partner is receiving communication from heaven.
Nearly impossible, she does not believe. Being a mystic is truly a private thing. Edited: my wife wants me to denounce my being a mystic. I can only pray for her.
My prayer: I hear noises outside, I have special prayer payload for my guardian angel to say at mire thought, angels are good listeners, quick learners, and good studies. I have two letter word "ni". N= now, I= improvise. The n has multiple prayers in it for 1 letter. Example: I driving some place, guardian angel pray for everyone, "ni" while we drive to our destination. Every crossroad, guardian angel pray for the next 5000 cars in each direction. Wow, big time prayers. Edit: noises, like spam, sirens, horns from cars, I asked my guardian angels to pray for them. Note: improvise for "i". The guardian angel will improvise the prayer.
Ernie, from knowing some married people who have varying levels of mysticism, their spouse is usually part of their calling and would be supportive of them. On the other hand I know a person who seemingly started off well, on the road of mysticism but as time went on it became apparent he was receiving guidance from the wrong source and as a result he set up his own church in opposition to what he started out with. Also a lot of the people who were drawn into his group have had awful trouble in their marriages since joining up and some have separated. To be honest I would question your calling when your wife is not on board with you. God doesn't want your marriage suffering as a result of your gifts. Perhaps you could talk to somebody farther along the road than you are. You have nothing to lose by doing so, but perhaps a lot to lose if you don't.
Ernie, Discernment can not be taught by one person to another. Discernment is a gift from the Holy Spirit, it is also known as Counsel or right judgement. Below are the Seven gifts of the Holy Spirit and the twelve fruits of the Holy Spirit. The Seven Gifts of the Holy Spirit Wisdom Understanding Right Judgement Courage Knowledge Reverence Wonder and awe in God’s presence The Twelve Fruits of the Holy Spirit Charity Joy Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Generosity Gentleness Faithfulness Modesty Self Control Chastity
Well, I hear voices that say "save souls", do really think evil care about you or me? Kindness goes far, but insults I get graces for that. Prayer without deeds is dead, but I try to find people to talk to every day, and using my discernment is a tool in determining there state of mind, and if sadness is in their hearts, I can provide hope in my words by scripture or books I have discerned.
