Hi, I've mentioned on here before about how I am quite certain I've found my future wife, and how whenever I doubt that she's the one, I fall into mortal sin. I recently came across something that, under normal circumstances, would've shown that she's not the one for me. Yet, I have these doubts that things aren't as the seem, that there's something else at play here, and that these doubts are not wishful thinking or denial. I have been praying to Our Lady of Sorrows nonstop since I've met this person asking Her to reveal to me whether she's the one or not, and before I took a look at this thing in question, I prayed to Her to have me accept and react correctly to what I was about to see, whatever it is. If I am wrong about this, (and as I type this, I feel wrong just saying this) what is Our Lady of Sorrows trying to show to me? Especially considering my biggest flaw, is lack of trust in God and Our Lady? Please pray that I figure out what is going on, and react correctly; and that regardless I end up finding and marrying my future wife.
I have been reading a very eye opening book of late that has helped me understand a ton of stuff regarding the demonic and their impact on us. There is quite a bit in there about how marriage can be attacked by not only hell, but people too. I would check the book out if you have the time. It gives us a lot to think about and a lot to calm fears about the demonic and what they can do to good, faithful Catholics. An Exorcist Explains the Demonic by: Father Gabrielle Amorth https://www.amazon.com/dp/1622823451?psc=1&ref=ppx_pop_dt_b_product_details
