Oh I so know where you are coming from. There are some days that I’m hanging onto my faith with both hands and it seems there are so many events and people trying to pull it from my grasp. There are days I sit in front of the Blessed Sacrament and beg God to fortify my faith. I will say a special prayer during adoration for Jesus to hold you close as you go through this difficult time
https://www.ncregister.com/cna/card...ission-for-tridentine-mass-at-national-shrine Cardinal Wilton Gregory withdraws permission for the Tridentine mass. who didn’t see this coming…. Look for possible more incremental withdraws I’m sure.