My name is not Pat. I am one of those that Jesus calls his prophet. (True or false? that is the question Jane ), you will probably wonder who I am. That does not matter for I am nothing.I am not being ignorant with you all by not giving you my name, I cannot answer any questions about myself or who I am for this is Our Lady's forum and she is doing her work here through you her children and the messages she has given to you from the many places she has appeared in around the world. I have no permission from Jesus or Mary to speak about what I receive or the mission they have called me to. It is true that Padraig simply answered the call of Our Mother when he began this forum. I know you probably do not understand what I am talking about so I will try to explain a little. Jesus has been teaching me how to battle against self now for many years. I keep thinking I am getting the upper hand only to find myself back down on my mouth and nose on the ground was self in control again. I had become very weary of spirit in this battle which Jesus told me I must go through by myself so that I could understand the temptations that his children go through and only then would I be able to understand his children without judging them. Which I used to think was very unfair for I am attacked with every temptation that the evil one can think of and they are horrible. I had become very, very weary in these past months and felt as though I was totally wandering in darkness. Yes when Jesus would speak to me I would be full of joy and love but as soon as he stopped speaking it was like he switched the light off on the way out. He tells me he does this so that I can be sure in my own free will that I want to do this work for him and that I do not feel as though I am being forced. I thought I could not go on and I asked Jesus to strengthen me. I asked him to send his mother to me for it is many years since I felt her gentle love. He said he would but nothing happened then one day I was sitting at the computer and began to search through the Internet and found this forum which I thought was by accident. I read some juicy threads and thought I'd like to join in on for I love a good heated discussion so I registered and a week or so when by before I could join in. But as soon as I got on the forum and was ready to attack you all with my self-righteousness Jesus said you are a visitor to my mother's children you may only speak about your battle against self and whatever else I allow you to. What a letdown! I thought to myself I cannot be bothered with this but Jesus said read so I began to read your posts again in my self-righteousness thinking how stupid and wrong many of them were. But suddenly Jesus allowed me to feel your hearts as you spoke about your points of view and I realised all of a sudden Jesus had answered my prayer for I could feel the love of our Heavenly Mother in you her children. For many days now I have basked in your love of Our Lady. I have been totally renewed now by your love of our Heavenly Mother and so I am in your debt and I totally enjoyed reading all your posts. I cannot repay this debt for I am nothing but I will ask Jesus to pay for me for he can do all things. This forum has been like a gentle warm pool that I have swum in and been nourished by the love of its members for our Heavenly Mother. I hope we will all meet one day in the Kingdom of Our Father in Heaven. I will try to call in from time to time for I will never forget what you have all done for me. I love you all with all my heart. Please pray for me, I will always pray for you. Thank you. PS. Please do not judge each other too harshly or the other prophets, visionaries and seers for none of us know what difficulties or attacks they are going through pray for all instead. Jesus and Mary ask that we love one another and this is what we should do. Thank you again May the Loving Hearts of Jesus and Mary surround all of you and your families with there ever loving protection. God bless.
Hi Pat, thanks for your heartfelt story. I do understand, as I also have had apparitions and pretty regular locutions. Jesus calls me "His Little Obedient One" alot. Its a pretty tough road but yet so wonderous. We know so much more is expected of us since we get so many graces, and yet, we seem to fall so much harder, and are much aware of our unworthiness and the evil we would be capable of if not for Jesus saving us. We have to "get up" off the floor every day and keep trying. Sometimes I just can't believe the uncharitable thoughts that flit through my head, and at the least provocation sometimes too! I know that demons would love to bring me to despair, and it's hard not to give up. Its great to find a place where others understand not only the Truth but understand what an amazing age it is to be alive right now, and what a great opportunity to build up treasures in Heaven and be the salt of the earth so to speak.
Pat and Carmel, its a pleasure to read your posts. It takes guts to get online and say some of the things we do eh? I cannot stress enough how much Jesus and Mary WANT to speak to each and every one of us (human beings). I keep finding this over and over again. I heard it on EWTN the other day regarding what the Catechism says. This MUST become our way of life--communicating through prayer and adoration to Jesus and Mary so that we are of one heart and one mind. If you can imagine HOW POWERFUL that is and how powerful that WILL BE--and the UNITY that will ensue---wow its mind boggling and the ROAR OF OUR VOICES SAYING "THY WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN!" will break the bonds of evil in the world. We have no right to judge another's rainbow--but we can gently correct one another if we disagree...
Gosh I'm amazed to read of your special experiences. Such great grace. I'm foccusing on St Therese this week. I'm identifying with. Her childlike attitude. That's where I see myself. I am trying to be a child at heart. Let's keep each other in prayer always. Mary
Well I've enjoyed being on this forum but I may not be welcome here anymore for Jesus said to me. My son tell my little ones who you are but still I forbid you to speak of the messages or the mission I have given you. He told me for this is Our Lady's forum and she is doing her work here through you her children and the messages she has given to you from the many places she has appeared in around the world. He said Tell my little ones not to simply read or discuss My Mother's Messages but live them. So basically I am defenceless you can say what you like about me and I cannot argue my corner. If I am not welcome here anymore do not worry. I will never forget you all and what you have done for me. I love you all and one day I hope to meet you all personally in Heaven. As I said my name is not Pat. It is Patrick and I am one of the two Patricks. God Bless
Am I allowed to ask you two questions? One is in relation to yourself, and the other is what I have heard. I can ask privately if that is better?
Sorry I can answer nothing about myself or the Messages for I will not go against what Jesus has asked of me for He is my ALL. Believe me, the self in me would love to. It does not matter about me or what you have heard true or false I am nothing. Look at the gift of all the beautiful messages that Our Lady has given here Garabandal, La Salette, Mount Melleray, Medjugorje,Akita Japanto mention but a few. If you look at them in truth and do not allow self to twist them into its own way of thinking as so many do - all the answers that you need are there in plain sight. God Bless
Ok Patrick, that is fair enough. I won't twist any of the messages, it is me that needs twisting and turning.
I am here simply as a person, a sinner like all the rest here who love Our Heavenly Mother dearly Not as one of the Patricks can you all accept me like this?? Please God Bless
Yes, I can, absolutely. It is easier, for I test everything. Sorry, that is the way that I am. But as a person, for yourself.. That is easy.
I have read your posts and you have so much love and truth in your heart for Jesus and His Mother. Live the Gospel as you have already said in another post. We can't go far wrong with doing that. God Bless
Why would Jesus forbid you from speaking of the mission and the messages here when you already have a whole website devoted to them? To me it seems like a suspiciously convenient way to get out of answering questions that might make you uncomfortable.
I can see how you would think that, but the little pebble is someone completely different. He was hideous. The Two Patricks' are from Cookstown in Northern Ireland. I don't know why William Kamm is still allowed a website?
