Last night, I struggled with temptation, and there was one moment where I got so close to falling that I’m not sure whether I did or not. All day I have been going back and forth between at some instances think I did fall and other times thinking I didn’t and need to trust in God’s Mercy. I need prayers that I stop going back and forth on this and just listen to and trust in God. This scrupulous thinking is interfering with my prayers and making me more vulnerable to temptations. On top of that, I’ve been trying to step up my efforts of evangelizing my family and local community -particularly this one guy I keep bumping into on the streets- this past week, and these scrupulous thoughts are taking my focus off of that as well. I won’t be going to mass until this Thursday, please pray that I don’t worry between now and then, but simply know whether to go to confession or trust and receive Holy Communion by then.