Hi, just wondering does anyone have a similar experience. For the past number of years have been looking at everything as if it is a conspiracy in terms of government, politics etc. Is everything really a conspiracy or are things more innocuous/innocent than that? Not sure if everything I've been experiencing is a spiritual state or perhaps something else. Perhaps it is happening for a reason, like a dark night of the soul/senses or something, or the true spiritual nature of things being revealed. It can be troubling because if can take the beauty out of life and different things. Not sure sometimes if what can be seen is true or false. Thanks.