Seem to be in a place of mental blackness at the moment, but will keep trusting in God. The only thing which is consoling me is that I want to help others in the future, this seems to help the belief that God has abandoned me. Going through much mental and spiritual darkness though. Saying the Sorrowful Mysteries seems to help. Thanks again for the prayers, light will shine through eventually!
When I'm down (not equating that to your situation), looking at images of the Sacred Heart of Jesus and also Our Lady helps tremendously, especially as seen in old Holy Cards. There are lots of those images via Google, if you don't have devotional books at hand.
Thanks again for the prayers. Seem to be experiencing many positive changes and developments at the moment, despite some setbacks.
In hospital now (voluntary admission) and will be here for a few weeks. Probably the best thing. Dealing with many internal and external stressors at the moment. Hopefully everything will be OK. All the stress of the past few months built up and got too much- reading into things a bit too much, worrying, anxiety, stress etc. Thanks for the prayers.
Prayers going up for you Sanctus. I am glad you are in a safe place, and getting the help that you need. God bless you.
Oh Sanctus I have just now seen this. Will continue to pray that with the fortitude of our Lord you come to peace and healing.
Thanks again for the prayers. Not sure how things are going. Feel a bit lost at the moment, but hopefully the help will come. Woke up at 3am on the dot last night, perhaps this is a good sign... Keeping things very simple in terms of prayer etc. God bless.
I feel I've pushed myself too much recently with wanting to qualify as a lawyer and have lost my spiritual connection as a result. Not sure if this is what God wants me to be... Unsure whether things are improving or getting worse at the moment. Just have to have faith and trust that things will get better.