im in a titanic struggle with a personal problem. It seems insurmountable and futile to even try to take it on and try to resolve it. Could I ask all for prayers please? My faith has been crushed. My daily rosary and divine mercy chalet prayer habit, have evaporated. I haven’t prayed in a year. My weekly confession has gone. I think I went once since the end of 2016. I’m personally convinced this is a severe, relentless, brutal, multi-angled, demonic spiritual attack. It’s dismantled my faith, it’s changed me. I don’t care if I miss Mass, or prayer. My language is atrocious, something even my friends commented on. I’m appalled at who I’ve become, a feeling I’m sure is coming from Heaven, and a pale reflection of how Jesus feels when he looks at me. I still believe though. I know this is an unacceptable attitude and I’m treating my faith like dirt. I’m Just massively struggling with the weeds and thorns that the seed of faith has been thrown on. The road back to my former orthodox catholic self, seems long and intimidating. Please pray for me. I’d love to walk back to the church with the MOG forum. I’m a former member of the forum, but left a few years back. I’m greatly ashamed of the state of my faith, so you’ll understand my reluctance to say who I am. Please don’t ask. I know, that the people here are a good, honest, God loving crowd, and a good example to follow. Thank you.