There is a gentleman who browses the forum , I don't know who it is, but Our Lady wants you to know she is very much with you in 'this hour of your trial', ; Mary is not just 'up there' in heaven she is as close to you as your heart itself. God really exist, heaven really exists, the Mother of God is our mother too. She says to take this message as a little petal let fall from the flowers of heaven. She is with you she knows your every smallest concern. Trust and hope. I hope this helps., I am praying for you.