Now that things look as though they are really coming to a climax, I've discovered that I am willing up a lot for the sake of martyrdom. I really want get married and have a lot of kids and raise them up in the love of the Catholic Faith, I want to write and publish good, inspiring books on the Faith; but if the Lord calls me to give that all up in martyrdom, I'd willing do it out of love for Him. And yet, while I've discovered all that, I've discovered that there is still, a handful of smalls sins that are preventing me from going all the way, small thorns that I am caught in and which are holding me back. I'd like prayers for myself, and for all other Catholics, that we may have the grace to go all the way, and be ready for this potential storm that is coming. I'll be praying for all my brother and sister Catholics in return.