...we all need prayer and help. I am no exception in suffering. But when someone close passes, my predisposition to depression kicks in big time. And so, first I kindly ask you to pray for a 90 year old friend of mine, Beverly, who just passed from injuries from a car accident. She was literally taking someone who has no car, home. This woman never stopped moving, constantly did for others, always volunteered at our church and was a great help to our family ...and was part of our family. She also was deeply devoted to God and the Blessed Sacrament. Secondly, I ask you to pray for my wife, son and me. In my depression, especially when something like this happens, I feel alone no matter what. It's as though all is black, with no end. And, I feel absolute terror over the thought of losing people I'm close to. This blackness terrifies me, ever since depression first hit me back in my teens, over 30 years ago. Meds don't work, and a DNA test showed I have no receptors for most meds to work (layman's terms). I don't work and so we struggle. I can't wait for The Lord to come. No need to post replies or advice. Please just offer a prayer for Beverly and us. I pray for each of you, and your loved ones, now. Thank you.