Thanks everyone, I still have a mess on my hands because of what happened today, I’m trying to deal with it but I have difficulties and roadblocks. Please pray for me, I’m better than I was this morning, but not in an optimal mood.
RW, have you thought of asking for the sacrament of the annointing of the sick? As someone with depression, a priest should give it to you and I'm sure it will help renew your body and senses in Christ. Will keep you in my prayers.
Thanks everyone; unfortunately things are going to take much longer than I thought they would. Please keep up your prayers.
If it's possible to detach / distance yourself from this situation for even half a day, do that. Go for a walk in a park ... watch an inspirational movie ... Healthy and beneficial distractions are sometimes in order, if it's possible. More prayers for you.
Let go and let God As Desert Star suggested, go for a walk, detach. Let God work. He works behind the scenes.
I'd like to add that when I was your age (and speaking only for myself; I don't presume this is also you), I'd stew and fret ... stew and fret. Then pray and find some relief ... only to stew and fret again. It was due to hormones + youth. To quite an extent I was DRIVEN to try and figure things out, or make things happen, even when I knew either was out of bounds of Faith. It was a real struggle for years. With prayer and practice (and frankly also getting older), it abruptly stopped one day. If that is also you, you're not alone. Been there.
Yes...exercise is very important...don’t stay inactive. Occupy your time...start a project, help a friend, visit a shut in, etc....but don’t give into it. Walking is the easiest and praying makes it more valuable!
I loved this “. I was born with a smile on my face...at least so my mother told me.” I bet you had her from day one
Years and years and years ago when I was studying Developmental Pschychology they used to place babies into three types Noisy Interim Calm My older brother Ciaran used scream the house Down. MY MOTHER couldn't believe it when i was Born. \Mr Smles no problem;