Fr Shannon Collins on sensus fidellium uploaded a recent talk on St Joseph. I listened as I was falling asleep because I am making the consecration to St Joseph but this talk was something else so powerful it literally would have "knocked my socks off" if I had been wearing any. He blasted the new religion of "environmentalism" and it's new power in the Church. He analyzed better than any one I ever heard the tenets of this new "religion" and why those of us who deny it are heretics. Why true Christianity (the real Catholic Church the Mystical Body of Christ) is its arch enemy and must be destroyed at all costs. He ended up by saying it is really ancient pantheism all dressed up for the 21st century--a return of paganism. He warned of the perilous dangers to our souls. His words hit me very deeply. Especially he talked about Our Lady of Akita and her warnings. I really do think we are on the cusp of something truly horrible. The warning given to Sister Agnes by her Angel right after pachamama is so staggering and so significant I cant take it in. I keep thinking of Jesus's Words. " it will be as it was in the days of Noah..." everyone ignored and mocked Noah til the flood came and took them all away. What is all around us---especially the loss of Holy Mass--is screaming warnings but the shepherds "who should speak will fall silent" as Our Lady told Mother Maria de Jesus at Quito Ecaudor. We are there. We are in it. We have not listened to Our Lady's warnings. I had such a strong strong sense of "May to October"--the span of the Fatima apparitions. We are being buried by false religion. Like Job we are being assaulted by every weapon in the devil's arsenal but unlike Job the institutional Church has buckled. Our Lady is the Ark. The Rosary is the Weapon. You are right to be so disturbed. We should all be crying from the rooftops. But I cant even give up a cup of coffee to make a sacrifice. And I must must must speak to my children to warn them to get right with God and return to the Church but I dont have the words. I tried with my husband but it is "business as usual." Sorry for this rant but reading your post after this powerful night of tossing and turning and praying and trying to come to terms with what is coming.. it was like a confirmation of my sense of "no more time" and trying to break through this unreality all around us. I'm explaining this badly. We are in a bad place. A very bad place. Time is running out. I guess that is it in a nutshell.