When I was at the apparition in Ivan's chapel he said Our Lady prayed over all the sick, so trying to trust in that.
I am praying for you Peter. I wish your M D could give you a diagnosis. Shortness of breath is a classic asthma symptom and there are meds to control that. I speak from experience. I have suffered from this condition for years and it can be frightening when it kicks up. The heat and humidity make it worse. I have learned to unite it to Christ's breathing on the Cross. Apparently what He suffered is very like an asthma attack. Knowing I can console Him by doing this even if it is a very small consolation gives me comfort when I am going through it. Just a thought. It helps direct the fear and pain. It becomes " supernatural gold".
Thanks Ann. I try to channel the suffering into love and service. Its not pleasant what I'm going through now but trying to offer it up. I have felt very close to Jesus at times lately in prayer and trying to take comfort in that.
Sometimes Peter when im awake struggling in the middle of the night I pray for you as i can empathise ive experienced the dark night & know how tough it is. Sanctus, Sanctus, Sanctus, Dominus Deus Sabaoth