Are you able to meet with an exorcist priest? This sounds like obsession to me--constant dark or negative thoughts bombarding a soul. Of course I dont know but a trained exorcist could sort it out. Still praying.
Praying today. It should be the greatest comfort to you, looking back at all this, that no matter how bad things have gotten you have always clung to Christ in the Storms. Romans 8:35-39 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? 36 As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 37 Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us. 38 For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, 39 Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Thank you Peter for your witness. It is helpful for me to hear your witness and your faith in your suffering. I am praying for you.
I'm currently trying to discern my vocation/ calling. I feel I may be called to religious life and am trying to figure it out. Will keep praying. I hope the Holy Spirit will guide me and open up doors.
