Little Getsemani

Rest in those words , Sanctus. That's what you are doing...helping save souls and be at peace in the desolation.
Have you been diagnosed with depression? And is this something you have struggled with for years? Or something new in your spiritual walk?

 

Thanks carmelite. I have been suffering quite a while but the last three years have been especially difficult . I was diagnosed with depression before. Hopefully there will be light after this darkness

 

Its important to know that even psychological illness can coinside with the dark night of soul and help you enter into deeper union with God.

Sometimes medications have to be used and can lift you up a bit. Not sure if you tried that avenue or not.

Thankfully, you have a lot of people in this community holding you up in prayer. Your not alone.

 

I am writing this one down. What a wonderful perfect prayer.

 

Thank you, BC! Your prayer hits home for me!

 

Thanks carmelite. I'm suffering terribly at the moment. I hope God forgives me and can work things out for the good. Offering up suffering for souls

 

Just did the Stations of the Cross for you. He sees you Sanctus and loves you.

 

Thanks carmelite!

 

I wish I could feel that love. I seem to be going through so much.

 

I'm worried about a sin I committed and that God is angry with me because of it. I sense Gods anger over a sin. Something went terribly wrong over the past few years. Was at Mass this morning and found it helpful

 

When we find it difficult to accept that the Lord has forgiven a particular sin even after confession, it can be an indication that our guilt is actually pride in disguise and we may feel more remorseful at ourselves for having fallen than at how we have offended the Lord. The focus is on the self rather than God. Just my tuppence worth.

 

Yes. Pride can manifest that way. There is NO sin God won't forgive if we are sorry.

 

I'm suffering alot and don't know what to do. Was at mass earlier and go most days I am also doing adoration and confession. I tell Jesus I love Him all the time. Reading parts of In Senu Jesu also and a book of Padre pios words of hope.

 

I feel so lost I dont know how to keep going. I keep telling God that I want to help souls and to use my suffering but I feel He is angry with me

 

Sending up a prayer, Sanctus.

 

Thanks HH!

 

Feelings are not reliable Peter. You know this. Stand on His Word and His Sacraments. Praying right now.

 

I agree. Well said.

 

Suffering terribly again tonight for some reason. Will pray the rosary. I feel God has abandoned me going through very intense suffering

 

A very holy priest living in medjugorje told me to make a novena to Our Lady of Knock, so I will do that.