Thanks lois. I will look for God in everyday things rather than a feeling. I will try to trust that God loves me and has a purpose for me too.
The battle is very strong. I hope everything will be ok. I keep praying to Our Lady for help. Praying the rosary which seems to help.
I want to serve God. I hope the psalms will give me strength. I am struggling. I need the word of God to help me.
Once some years ago when I felt under spiritual assault the psalms kept me going. "Only in God will my soul be at rest in Him lies my hope my salvation He alone is my rock of safety my strength my glory my God..." when I prayed it i could feel the attack back off. The psalms are wonderful defensive weapons.
Well peter I just arrived at my mums tonight and when I stepped out of my car this was lying on the ground at my feet..I took it as a sign that prayers where answered..pick up your cross brother... Very strange considering it's a palm crucifix definitely too early for it to come from a Chapel..
I feel like there is a battle going on between darkness and light. I hope the light wins out. I hope Jesus and Mary help me through the current storm in going through
Peter do you fancy joining me in a little task that I have set myself ( I also am going through something at the moment) I plan to listen to a piece of scripture repeatedly maybe three times a day over the next week then the following week I plan to listen to another piece in the lead up to easter sunday . I find it easier to absorb every word of scripture by listening to it sung or spoken rather than reading it, this is the first piece I will start with its the most beautiful words spoken by our Holy Mother. try and focus on every word