That reminds me: In late 2009 I prayed a willingness to take on some of the physical suffering a child was enduring (brutally attacked by peers); that, if possible, some of his pain be alleviated by transfer onto me. It happened. The next 10 months were a trial of nearly incapacitating fatigue mixed with bouts of pain. My usually robust stamina tanked. One blessing was granted at the time: During, I was assigned to an easy-peasy account with GOOD pay.
You probably don't need me to suggest this but: Be careful, for now, who you take an interest in, regarding people.
Not sure if I'm losing it or waking up to the current reality we are in. They say ignorance is bliss. Please God I can come out the other side of all this. Thanks again for the prayers, they are much needed at the moment.
Wondering why God would permit so much to happen to me in my life only to abandon me on the final hurdle.
I broke a little too, today, Sanctus. Today was a bit hard, not like yours, but tough in its own way. God's answer to me was to love - like Mary did. He said that it would help to weather the storms. And then, I was led to a picture of Mary and the Child Jesus. She's resting with Him, Sanctus. Not rushing about doing a million things. Not fretting.
He is not abandoning you Sanctus. That is a terrible excruciating temptation. I sm so sorry you are being put through this. Please please hang on. We will all amp up our prayers. God loves you. Our Blessed Mother is with you. Believe this! Keep calling on her.
Sanctus.....he is carrying you.....please, don't think he has abandoned you!!!! He LOVES you so much.....
God permits suffering, but He will never abandon you, Sanctus. Hang in there, this storm will pass. We are all praying for you.
Dear Sanctus...it may take you time, but keep hope....and try to be with others...don’t be alone too much. Maybe you can volunteer and it will distract your focus from your troubles? We will keep praying Sanctus!+++
Hopefully will be ready for starting new degree programme at the end of the month. Finished a year long course last year and did very well. Was accepted into university based on the course last year.