If I get any warning of events, I will definitely post them here. I was told ALOT by Jesus about the sanctity of Marriage, and yes even if the Church had granted me an annulment I would have been in mortal sin because #1 my marriage was a valid marriage, and number 2, Jesus said that He judges in the end by each person's heart, and my heart was determined on adultery. He referred me to what He told the Apostle Paul in Corinthians, that if one must separate, they must either reconcile or remain single. He made me feel ashamed for even asking the church to "bless" my sin and request an annulment. He said in truth most marriages are valid and He expects us to honor our vows. He expects a lot of us. He knows we will fall but He never blesses sinful unions, He expects US to rise up and start again in holiness and in Him.