I think, spiritually at any time but particularly this present moment of crisis and grave confusion is to do what Jesus said and to take the lowest place at the table and to be thankful we are given it. For me the lowest place at the table is this. I am not a theologian, I have no training in theology whatsoever. I am not a cleric I am the very lowliest of laypeople. What little understanding I have of what is going on convinces me that something is very, very gravely gone wrong with the Church and the Holy Father. I have no doubt at all about this. But God through Holy Mother Church has given me no real power to do very much about this apart from Prayer Penance and Fasting. I could protest but who would care what someone like me would venture to say? I am indeed very much at the bottom of the bottom of the table and I am fine with this. It is up to the Cardinals and Bishops to fix this. After all it was them that broke it in the first place. it seems to me we should beware of taking too much on ourselves in this situation. Stick to the bottom of the table. If the Holy Spirit wants to call me to sit up higher I am sure He will let me know. Till them I am happy sitting where I am praying away like crazy for the whole crazy bunch in the Vatican.