I was in prayer asking the Lord how far must things sink before we see the horizon? How much darker will the world become before we see the light? How far will the church compromise withe world before it resurrects into the church militant? When will we get relief from this suffering? I did not get the answer I wanted. These things must happen to purify our faith. We are called to radical trust in God. Indeed the image I got was of St Maximilian Kolbe in Auschwitz in prayer - we are called to have a radical trust in our lady to give our lives holy to her like the Militia of the Immaculata. And then no matter what goes on around us we will have peace like St Kolbe even in the middle of hell on hearth for he was light in the darkest of places to those around him.